Stronger

Every time I look upon you I'm filled with a feeling of surprise
Every time I say I love you I feel a feeling I dispise
Other ones whove sat upon your lands
Would try to understand but...
I can hardly take this any longer
I wish I was
Stronger

Strong enough for your enemies to be slain,
Aegis to absorb all your pain,
Make-shift facilitator of gain,
You are the hand, I am the cane.

Every night I go to sleep and continue through a mission in disguise
Every time you've turned to me seeking counsel and I only improvise
When it ends theres fury left inside,
But I wish I'd died,
Back that I'd nothing done but hide.

Cowardice is the one reason why,
I could succeed but I didn't try.
Hate upon myself that made me lie,
think about it now,
and want to cry.